day #4

thank God for sunshine. that and slightly warmer temperatures do my heart SO. MUCH. GOOD.  i think it confirms my seasonal affective tendencies. i may also be a bit happier since i was able to sleep last night too [mental sanity night off work]. i am meeting my boss on monday to beg for her mercy with my schedule and to take me off swing shift. we shall see....

daniel and i went for a 10 mile run down the west side of manhattan. painful but so fun. thank God for a body that moves.

i am still a lil funky, but getting better. there is hope---- that my boss will change things, that daniel will get a job, that spring will come, that my body will heal, that God is indeed good and that things will be restored between me and him. i find myself wanting him more and getting frustrated with him less. it's a challenge to see him for who he is sometimes and it's easy to get caught up in the gunk of life... but he really is good. big. powerful. loving. gracious. GOD.

[submarine? bottle? in riverside park]